Quiet day..

Today i wish to be alone; and yet i dont. Its a day that marks a change in my life; such a solemn occasion. so much of my life ive left behind now; the person i had become that i hated. I was so annoyed by people; but really mostly annoyed with myself. I look back at the lives ive effected; all the lives changed- for the better… for the worse. I see all the experiences that have led me to where i am. I dont want to change them; because i like who i am becoming now; but i wish that so many people didnt have to get hurt for me to realize it.

today is an anniversary of sorts i suppose, but there will be no celebration here.