Lazy? or uninspired?
It always happens to me, like some evil cycle. I begin to dislike my layout, whicn in turn makes me want to not post.. etc.. etc.. it keeps going. I dont want to be reminded that i still need to come up and design a new layout! so i dont bother posting.
But then again, my life is pretty busy. Here i am in class, spemding most of my days studying , traveling, or “learning” Its a very different experience this time. I wish i had this much energy and determination when i was at Davis, maybe then i wouldnt feel that it was such a waste of time, energy, and effort.
I am definately more inspired this time around. I think my huge debt, and my need tof expand my career and my finances is a good way to push me ahead. I no longer want to sit around, waiting for my dreams to come, i want to focus and do what i can to make them come true. I have a pretty good idea of what i want, and a good idea of what i need to do to get there, and maintain it.
Bleh, but that doesnt mean i’m enjoying it :D School is tough; i’m such a fish out of water. So many talented individuals, so many talented “kids” all with fresher and newer ideas than my own. They are so trendy, so edgy, so “hip”. I know that i still have much to offer, and im sure they can learn a thing or two from me; but that doesnt make me feel so much better.
Well see.. well see