Ramblings.
Its been a slow day here at work. So slow that we find outselves fascinated by a toilet that was flushing itself for almost an hour now. Woooo…
There has been plenty of time to reflect; plenty of time to think about things that i really didnt have to think about. Time to see whats going on, and try to just… slow… down.
The events of the past few weeks have been pretty trying on my system. Many ups and downs and ups. Generally i think i’m pretty Happy. (which in itself is a underrated statement). I’ve been moving on, to things i know are “bigger and better” in the grand scheme of my life. I’m more mature, i’m more worryful about my actions and the effect it has on the people around me.
Bleh.. but there is still so much i want, so much i wish I could do. Many experiences i want to have, and people i want to share it with. there are still so many doubts about my future;
I worry a lot; Im not sure if its more or less than before; but i continue to worry. I hope the things i’ve done dont eventually catch up with me. Blah… I cant wait till this job is over, I cant wait till i’m driving down the 5, the hot wind blowing through my windows. I cant wait till i see the sunset over the horizon, the warm sky turning a pitch black. I cant wait till i see the stars of central california as i zip by pulling 90 Miles per hour. I cant wait till i find myself home.