Unwritten

Its St. Patty’s day and i feel Shitty. I’m tired of being inbetween sickness and well. I’m stuck in the middle somewhere without a clear direction of where im going. One moment it feels like im getting better, the other i feel like i’m getting worse. Arg…

I had a very good post idea in my head while i was driving to work; but alas’ like the many other good ideas i’ve had it dissapeared in the wisper of a breeze. I was all hyped; i thought it might bet me a quote on the front page of RBJ! haha. Well whatever it is, maybe it will come back to me in time.

For now i’m still alive. Application process to Art institute seems to be going ok; i’m falling a little behind… but i’m finding time here and there to get things done. I’m thinking i need to find some time for myself. In all the hussle and bussle of all thats going on around me; i’m getting very edgy and frustrated with the little things of those around me. My patience is wearing thin, and its all seeping into my interactions with my friends. Maybe a little mini-vacay?

I have so many things i need to accomplish tho. I need to confirm my housing for next year, i need to finish remodeling/reflooring my bathrooms and kitchen. I need to cleanup and landscape the backyard. I need to find money for school, and start transfering property to the “storage room”

mmmn.. what to do.. what to do.

I need a massage.