Unwritten

The Next Chapter

Monday, March 28, 2005

“The Ring!”

http://croqaudile.com/index.php?article_id=8619

Japanese girls watching the ring.. heh ^_^

posted by GreyLive at 10:52 pm  

Monday, March 28, 2005

South Park (Anime Style)

all taken from Catsonmars.com forums :-P

http://www.geocities.com/proxectolipe/southpark
http://www2.csc.ne.jp/~sunegirotin/junkpeez.html
http://img228.exs.cx/img228/875/kenny9kr.jpg

posted by GreyLive at 6:23 pm  

Monday, March 28, 2005

Resurrection.

Easter has come and gone, do i feel any different?
I spent much of easter asleep; after coming home from the bay area roughtly at 1am. i talked on the phone for another hour or so, then simply passed out.

I woke up easter morning to take my meds, then slept till 2pm… feels like such a waste. My Easter celebration dinner, which was supposed to be another round of corned beef and cabbage, became a nice guacamole and bacon burger meal from Carls Jr.

….

An hour or so.. and a day later i finally get back to this post. I first thought i shoudl ditch it and start over, but eh. I havent feeling all that great lately, i feel rundown and tired; exaused.

I’m “offically” accepted into the Art Institute now. i’m hoping to begin classes in a couple of days (online courses). I thought i would be more excited; but right now i’m just so tired. Tired of so many things in my life.. hmm; no thats wrong; im just so tired BECAUSE of so many things going on in my life. I dont think i have the energy.

posted by Grey at 3:05 pm  

Friday, March 25, 2005

Words…

Words without action are just whispers against the wind of cowardess.

I have heard many words in my life, many promises made… thoughts taken, plans written out, hopes brought up. Ive seen many seemingly strong people make extraordinary speaches, preaching about change and the future.

Ive seen many of these words fail, actions falling silent as the ringing of their voices fade to nothingness. Hopes slowly fade, and trust begins to faulter.

Soon trust is gone, and hope is but another meaningless word.

No more… last chance is over.

I sit here on the “celebration” of our saviors death. Dying to save us from our sins.. i see the celebration to come in his resurrection. Today will also mark another day, the death of a word i hold dear.. “family” It will be burried silently, clothed in the finest linen and oils. I will mourn, remembering times past, memories shared, and love expressed. In three days it will be reborn, with new meaning and new hope.

posted by Grey at 3:28 pm  

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Ramblings…

At the end of the day, whether or not those people are comfortable with how you’re living your life doesn’t matter. What matters is whether you’re comfortable with it.-Phillip C. McGraw

Life is changing around me and i wonder what is happening in the world. I’ve always tried to be objective when it comes to approaching an issue. I try to see both sides of the argument and maybe find what the balance is. I know i have not always been successful; and i find that looking back i seem to lean more towards giving ground to an opposing argument. I have for a long time, lived my life in the eyes of those around me. I’ve bottled up many emotions and thoughts in fear that they might be revealed to those all knowing eyes of my friends and family.

I have spent over a year in therapy trying to rediscover those feelings. They had been bottled away so long that their labels were so worn and tattered that you couldnt tell what was in it on a mere glance. I had to pop the cork on every bottle and let it breathe… I had to make them all a part of me just to see what was there. Not all of it was bad; but not all of it was good either.

Still the ever present question arises; “Who am I?” Recently, as i lay at night coughing and praying to God to grant me a good nights sleep, i pondered what the heck was going on with me. This persistant cough which i call a blessing and a curse; The cough which i’ve considered “punishment” for the wrongs i have brought upon the earth. The cough which keeps me up late at night, gasping for breath and a moments peace.

I’ve considered my concept of God and my own life. Do i feel guilty of something? is that why i seem to wish upon myself divine punishment? Perhaps… I know that there are definate instances of where i have brought hurt on those i love… Especially the ones i love the most. I do wish upon myself some sort of divine retrubution, in hopes that it could wipe clean this dirty slate of mine and bring me the peace that i wish for.

But i know it will not happen. I know that much of the suffering is brought on by myself, and that the best course of action is to learn from my mistakes and try to be a better person because of it. I know that there is nothing i can do to force forgiveness from others; i know that the forgiveness must begin with me.

I know that there are many things i wish i could do, many pains that i wish i could lift off those i love. I also know that they but need ask and i will do what i can.

I know that i am but one man. A speck in the timeline of existance. I cannot heal the pains of the world in mass; but i can try… one person at a time. I know that my life is mine to live, and the prying eyes of those around me will pry no matter what paths i pick.

And i know, that in time all will be made clear.

posted by Grey at 7:36 am  

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Geeky

The Deviant Geek
You answered 85% of the questions as a geek truly would.
You’re a geek and you know it. You’ve got all sorts of fringe hobbies
and socially unacceptable tendencies. Chances are, whenever possible,
you hate to be grouped with other people and sometimes go out of your
way just to be different.

You’re smart too. You’re more willing to depend on your own
brainpower to solve problems, instead of relying on others to pull you
through life. You probably read a lot, and generally enjoy learning new
things.

So what’s it all mean? You may be considered by some to be
uncool, but you probably don’t care either. In social situations you
may be either slightly passive or slightly loud (geeks always fall into
the extremes).
In a nutshell, you answered enough questions correctly supporting a
geek philosophy to be considered a more potent geek than 60% of the
population.


My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 92% on geekness
Link: The True Geek Test written by ambientred on Ok Cupid

I didnt score as high as i thought i would.. i guess i’m getting less “geek”

posted by GreyLive at 5:45 pm  

Monday, March 21, 2005

Quizzie!

Here is another quiz thing.. its long. But it has its own form to fill out so you dont have to do that replace my answers with yours crap.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Will
Birthday: Before
Birthplace: Somewhere
Current Location: Here
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown/Black
Height: 6′0
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Filipino/Chinese/White
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black
Your Weakness: cute girls
Your Fears: being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni/Pineapple
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get back into School
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: heh
Thoughts First Waking Up: Fuck, im late
Your Best Physical Feature: My hands
Your Bedtime: When i sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: Summer Vacations
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mickey Ds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Mocha
Do you Smoke: Never
Do you Swear: Fuck Yeah
Do you Sing: Sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: Every other Day
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Been there, Done That
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Depends on the day
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Yes
Are you a Health Freak: Hahahahahaha.
Do you get along with your Parents: We exist together.. things are getting better.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Thunnnder.. and Lightning!!!
Do you play an Instrument: Trombone
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yep!
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Cold Meds/AllergyMeds/PainMeds
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Depends on what you consider a date.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Mmmm.. Sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Heh :)
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Probably.
Ever been Drunk: Kinda…
Ever been called a Tease: Haha.. Yes
Ever been Beaten up: A couple of times
Ever Shoplifted: Umm.. yeah
How do you want to Die: In a blaze of glory
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I guess i’m already grown up
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Brunette/Blonde
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: Shorter than me
Weight: Athletic
Best Clothing Style: Fun
Number of Drugs I have taken: Eh….
Number of CDs I own: Lost count years ago
Number of Piercings: one
Number of Tattoos: two
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Hard to say…
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
posted by GreyLive at 7:12 pm  

Monday, March 21, 2005

Loser? I think not!


I am 20% loser. What about you? Click here to find out!

posted by GreyLive at 4:31 pm  

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Another Test

Bourbon
Congratulations! You’re 102 proof, with specific scores in beer (40) , wine (83), and liquor (60).
Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you’re going straight for the
bottle and a shot glass! It’ll take more than a few shots of Wild
Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know
how to handle your alcohol, and yourself at parties.


My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 7% on proof
You scored higher than 84% on beer index
You scored higher than 92% on wine index
You scored higher than 85% on liquor index
Link: The Alcohol Knowledge Test written by hoppersplit on Ok Cupid
posted by GreyLive at 11:01 pm  

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Green Powa!

Its St. Patty’s day and i feel Shitty. I’m tired of being inbetween sickness and well. I’m stuck in the middle somewhere without a clear direction of where im going. One moment it feels like im getting better, the other i feel like i’m getting worse. Arg…

I had a very good post idea in my head while i was driving to work; but alas’ like the many other good ideas i’ve had it dissapeared in the wisper of a breeze. I was all hyped; i thought it might bet me a quote on the front page of RBJ! haha. Well whatever it is, maybe it will come back to me in time.

For now i’m still alive. Application process to Art institute seems to be going ok; i’m falling a little behind… but i’m finding time here and there to get things done. I’m thinking i need to find some time for myself. In all the hussle and bussle of all thats going on around me; i’m getting very edgy and frustrated with the little things of those around me. My patience is wearing thin, and its all seeping into my interactions with my friends. Maybe a little mini-vacay?

I have so many things i need to accomplish tho. I need to confirm my housing for next year, i need to finish remodeling/reflooring my bathrooms and kitchen. I need to cleanup and landscape the backyard. I need to find money for school, and start transfering property to the “storage room”

mmmn.. what to do.. what to do.

I need a massage.

posted by Grey at 11:04 am  
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