You just have to laugh…
Sometimes you just have to laugh. Its just not worth it in my life to be so upset over these things that keep happening. I mean really, what can i do if someone just seems to leech off my energy, off my activity; off my life? What does it prove to me other than they are just a pale imitation of something that is genuiniuely unique. I know not everything thing in my life is original; but man; at least i try to put my own spin on how i perceive life.
Its just sad really, to think that i pondered cutting back posting because i didnt want to see my words rehashed. Its sad really… sadder that all that i thought i knew is confirmed day in and day out; and that the small glimmer of hope continues to die. Over ten years… ten years ive waited for something to prove me wrong.
Truth just sucks sometimes… I think its time to just bury some of those hopes, paste that smile back on my face and reserve the truth and respect for those who deserve it.
