Unwritten

Ive been more than my fair share of moody this past week. And by moody i mean very girly and giggly. I’ve long held the belief that somewhere within me lies the soul of a very young and jealous 12 year old little girl. (typically gone by the name of skuld, just because the anime personality seemed to match it so well).

I blame her for my fits of moodiness and girlishness. Not to say that i dont have many natural estrogen based tendencies. But there are time, like right now where i feel especially vulnerable to just about anything. Its like certain times i just need to let down all the defenses, give the guards a coffee break, and allow all the shield and weapon batteries to recharge.

And its these times, when i see the world with a different set of eyes; that seem to make or break who i am. The next long stretch of time is all dependent on what happens during this time of peace. All dependent on what supplies i store away, who i find to replace lost forces, and what weapon and shield upgrades im able to find. These small things will define how i see the world till all my resources are drained once again.

So here i am again, looking through the eyes of my inner child; the demigoddess Skuld; Jealous, aggressive, thoughtful, angry, loving, scared, and alone.