W3rd
Sometimes i sit and read sites online. journals, blogs, essays.. whatever; and i begin to feel how much i have changed. My patience for some things wears thin, and i just cant seem to get into the “adolescent mind” or just whatever.
I read about the problems some people are having, and wonder how they can put so much emphasis on such little things. I mean, in the grand scheme of things all this energy they are using is wasted. Its hard to imagine a time when i was the same.. when i put so much energy into vengance, so much energy into grades and keeping some image…
Its hard to imagine, but at the same time… i know that i was once like that. I remember a time when i thought up the most elaborate revenge schemes. I remember being so angry at the world, for no reason than just to be angry. Lost.. confused… hopeless. Not that i am not those things now; but my focus has changed over the years, and the grand scheme of things, have left some of the trivial problems behind.