And it comes again,.
August is just around the corner. historically it has been the month with the biggest amount of change. Not necessarily imediate change; but it marks when i seem to open myself up and am the most vulnerable. I make many rash decisions that lead to some great things (not necessarily good things.. but great things.)
That is a delima tho. I know im destined for great things, but as if now i dont know if they will be good or bad. I could be destined to invent something that could save the world.. or destroy it (if even that much). haha, i seem to put a lot of unneeded weight on my already overloaded shoulders.
Anyways, i can feel that this August is not going to be much different than the rest; but its feeling that its going to be a very draining and eye opening month.
Pause…
I was thinking of last year, and all the things that came out of that. I can still feel the effects of the thoughts that ran through my head; the images that were burned into my mind. Last august was such a powerful experience for me… and to think i spent much of it alone.
hmm.. only time will know what will be hapening from here on out.