Transition…
I find that i’m still in a state of transition. I’m still moving from one state of living to some newer, higher plane of living. I think i’ve held it back for so many years that it all comes with such a furry now.
With that comes so many changes into my life. Such a new mix of emotions and thoughts. Stronger feelings, stronger passions. Such things i never would have believed could come from me.
Even with all the change happening, there is still so much more i want to do.. so much i want to experience. There is so much i wish i could share with someone. So much i wish i had my counterpart for. Yeah, While i feel that my life is going pretty good right now; there is still so much i want to change.
Alas, all the changes i’m aiming for are joined by the changes that happen with or without me. Today was the Retirement celebration for one of our receptionists. She had been working in the Counseling Center for over 20 years, and her influence will surely be missed. I already begin to wonder what tomorrow is going to be like. It will be the first time i walk into work without seeing her car in the parking structure. The first time i walk in without hearing her laugh, her smile or her “good morning”.
Ah, i’ve lost many things in my life, and i’ve learned much from the experiences. I pray that i can take the best of my experiences with these people and use them to better my life.