Feather in the wind
For the RBJ Collaborations project, we wrote a letter to post on our blog, similar to those shown on Sothere.com. The problem is i have quite a few people i could write to, but so few that i feel comfortable publicly linking to me.
So i did it, i submitted my deepest heartfelt letter to sothere.com for review. I dont know if they will even pick it out; but just the act of writing it and sending it off somewhere is nerve racking enough. Its like sending your child out into the world to fend for itself… I know i have to just let it go; but its difficult. Some things will always remain with me; some mistakes; some regrets… Each time I do something like this i *DO* feel a bit better; but i doubt that i will ever completely let go of this aspect of my past.
Like i’ve said many places before, while the surface of my body may appear the same, it may appear to have returned to its old “normal” self. On the inside i am forever changed.
So fly away letter from my soul.. find your way to where you belong.